Lack of motivation for going to the gym.

Maybe if I put my gym clothes on I will be more motivated to go.

lalibirdy asked: Where have ya been! I've missed your posts!

Hey, I know I’ve been neglecting the progress blog and thats because I’m ashamed that I haven’t been working on my progress aka weight loss. But I am now going to the gym and will update shortly :)

Reloaded - Weigh in 1

SW: 121.1 kgs

Sneak weigh in: 118.1 kgs

CW: 117.5 kgs

Woop. Looks like I have lost some weight in the llast 2 weeks.

I have to confess I haven’t put in any extra exercise in the 2 weeks but my eating habits have changed so I think it great I lost something all due to diet.

So my goals in the next two weeks are:

• Do exercise;
• Join a gym;
• Eat more vegies.

Latest pic:

I sneakily weighed myself before going in the shower and I was down to 118.1kgs.

So I dunno, maybe the clothes I was wearing put on the extra weight on.

The Beginning… Reloaded.

I am back. I need to come back. I always said I never want to be more than 120kgs but now I am because I am a lazy bitch.

I am now 121.1 kgs! 266lbs! More than I started this year. I have gained everything plus more. It’s all my fault. I know that. I just can’t believe it. I’m going to keep growing and growing until my heart gives way. I suspect I have diabetes but I’m too afraid to go to the doctors. I have ruined my life so far but I will do my best not to keep doing the things I am doing. No more junk food or fast food. And exercise alot. Every day for at least 30 minutes. I just have to, for my health. I don’t want to die. I’m only 5’0. I’m short and weigh more than my parents and sisters. 

I am making this change. I need to.

:(

I promise I will update my progress blog in a week or so.

I might put some pictures of the past few months that I haven’t been healthy. I feel so bad about it now but that’s life.

Will be back in business in a few days.

I will not forget about my progress blog!

Some random fat photos of me. I’m going to change!

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November 2009

Both from April 2010